Mine.

So there's a woman... I'm not even really sure how to explain her other than just using adjectives. She's so amazing and beautiful and caring and all those qualities that you look for in a person you want to be connected with.. I like her. I like her more than I'm willing to admit, even to myself.

She's complicated, and it could be that I like her because she's so complicated. The strange thing is, her cards are completely laid out on the table. She likes me, she doesn't want to.. but she does. I sense her struggle with it all the time and because of that struggle I see within her, it only draws me closer to her. I yearn to know what she's thinking about or what she's doing and even though I talk to her on a consistant basis, it feels like I can never get enough of her. That's not a feeling I'm used to having anymore.. I WANT her. Not even sexually, although, that's a part of it, but spiritually it feels as though she nourishes me. Every time we talk I feel good about where we're heading.

She's going to read this, because she reads all my posts.. and she's already been told this post is about her. I just hope she doesn't think less of me after this.. or feel overwhelmed with my emotions and feelings for her.

Peace,
Queen Illmatic